Friday, 23rd June, 2006 06:58:14am

Name or Alias: Part5-Grouchella-part 5
Training and/or processing level: hqs
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Time involved in the Church of Scientology: N/A
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1. How did you first become acquainted with the Church of Scientology?

see additional comments below

2. What initially appealed to you about scientology?

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3. Were there problems in your life that you thought scientology would address?

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4. Did you see, experience, or hear about things that didn't seem right while you were in the Church of Scientology? What were they, and what convinced you to set aside your feelings?

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5. Why did you choose to stay in the Church of Scientology?

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6. Were you staff or public? If staff, was it at a mission or an org? Were you ever in the Sea Org or OSA? Which unit? If not on staff, did you ever volunteer to 'help out'?

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7. Why did you leave the Church of Scientology? Was there a "final straw"?

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8. Do you think the Church of Scientology needs to change some of its practices? If so, what should be changed? How did those practices affect your life?

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9. If the items you listed in the previous question were changed, would you consider rejoining or staying in the Church of Scientology? If so, why?

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10. Any additional comments you would like to make?

There are things I've never told anyone before.
We were doing 'you; look at that wall' and I said 'when I heard the word 'you' i had Vgi's verygood indicators- so we need to stop now.' And the qual(ification) examiner said you bastard- meaning arrived in an illegitimite way.
Someone gave an example of If you saw a table right here when there was no table. Using my imagination, I said-'I see a table there' They looked at me in awe as if i was very accomplished.
I was saying 'turn around' and the young girl replied 'oh, you want to change positions' Well, that 'button' is flat, now. Ha ha.
A, i presume, oatee, keep saying 'Don't smile if you have never f#$$ed a sheep. Say what?
I paid for an intensive and after one session on the e meter i never went back. I was asked how could you harm Lafayette R. and/or Mary S. hubbard? [They chose an auditor who looked alot like my father, which auditor i enthusiastically smiled at and greeted before that.]A photo of the Apollo ship was on the wall.-- I replied 'i could take a torpedo and sink the ship'. Then i said it's that picture (on the wall or mental image). SUDDENLY, my brain zoomed backwards thirty feet then back into the chair= in two seconds. THEN, i experienced a nine-foot tall Soul (? of God?) coming out of the top of my head. Soon, an oatee looked up and Seemed to be able to see that Soul.
Someone borrowed a dollar from me to use for money processing -to stare at. I became concerned whether they would remember to return it to me.
I was instructed to Yell at an ashtray. STAND up; thank you! At the top of my lungs. I asked are you sure? yes. And we were 35 feet from the front door. Two sea orgers then showed up (lionized potatos). they sed 'it is bad publicity for the public to hear that. they will get the wrong impression'. I thought hey, admiral, I am just doing what the teacher told me to. We ended up with the ashtray in a back Stairwell- I wonder if the supervisor had to make amends- as punishment.