Scientology - Through the Door

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Wednesday, 12th December, 2007 01:34:45pm

Name or Alias: BigBangTheory
Training and/or processing level: Clear/NED C/S
Org or location: New York
Time involved in the Church of Scientology: 5 Years
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1. How did you first become acquainted with the Church of Scientology?
Read DMSMH and they guy who sold it to me on the street called me and I said sure, I'd come in to find out more.

2. What initially appealed to you about scientology?
I was reading books about Uri Geller and PSI and was young and stupid and thought maybe this guy found the technology to achieve the powers I believed humans really had but did not develop

3. Were there problems in your life that you thought scientology would address?
No

4. Did you see, experience, or hear about things that didn't seem right while you were in the Church of Scientology? What were they, and what convinced you to set aside your feelings?
Over time I saw the things that we all saw:
It was all about the money
It was total bullshit
It was the most insane group situation I had ever seen and have ever seen since
The Sea Org people lived worse than the NYC homeless


5. Why did you choose to stay in the Church of Scientology?
Despite the fact that we were all duped, all the people there had the desire to help others. This meant that my fellow staff members were of a demographic that had high ideals and we were all in one place. This is why I HATE scientology, it took this beautiful desire and used it as it's 'hook' to get us in and all it ever gave back in return was insanity, chaos and the never ending demand for MONEY$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

6. Were you staff or public? If staff, was it at a mission or an org? Were you ever in the Sea Org or OSA? Which unit? If not on staff, did you ever volunteer to 'help out'?
Public 1/2 year
Staff 2 1/2 years
Public 1 year
Staff 1 year on a five year contract - until I wrote my famous memo to ethics...


7. Why did you leave the Church of Scientology? Was there a "final straw"?
While I enjoyed some of the truly good people there, I had enough of what was an obviously insane and illicit organization.
I had realized that I always thought it was bullshit.
I wrote a memo to ethics saying 'it was all bullshit'
They threw me out without the usual 'handling' bullshit - exactly as I intended.


8. Do you think the Church of Scientology needs to change some of its practices? If so, what should be changed? How did those practices affect your life?
I think the Church of ScienoBullshit should simply disappear, the planet would be so much better off.
Look at all of the writings of all the people who were in it for years and finally came to their senses - they regret wasting their lives.
and I was not 'in' when the really insane shit happened under the incredible lunatic Miscaviage. Why no one has simply broken his neck is beyond me - the effects of brainwashing are strong chains I guess


9. If the items you listed in the previous question were changed, would you consider rejoining or staying in the Church of Scientology? If so, why?
The few things that did work in ScienoBullshit were stolen from other practices - that is why other practices were forbidden

10. Any additional comments you would like to make?
Yes, Here is the Real Final HCOB from L Ron Blubbard:

HUBBARD COMMUNICATIONS OFFICE
Saint Hill Manor. East Grinstead, Sussex

HCO BULLETIN OF 5 MAY 1980

LIMITED DISTRIBUTION ISSUE I

OT VIII Course Students
OT OT VIII Auditors
OT VIII CIS*s
AO Review Auditors
AO C/Ses
OT VIII Series I

C O N F I D E N T I A L

STUDENT BRIEFING

By the time you read this I will no longer be occupying the body and identity that you have known as Ron. That identity continues to live in the hearts and minds of many as well as in on-Source tech and admin centers around the planet, and will inspire for years to come Scientologists and lovers of truth every-where.

THANK GOD! THE RETARD IS DEAD!!!!

What follows is a story that has been withheld, for reasons which will soon be obvious, until such time as there were enough OTs that something could be done about it. That time Is now. It is not a nice or a pretty story. but I trust that having arrived on the OT VIII Course you are ready to hear it.

YOU HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED BY MY BULLSHIT FOR YEARS AND UNDOUBTEDLY WILL BELIEVE THIS, MY LAST LAYER OF BULLSHIT THAT I NOW LAY ON YOU. (FOR $10,000)

You have undoubtedly heard pieces of data over the years that hinted at the greater untold reality of my mission here on Earth.

TO FORMULATE THE GREATEST CON IN THE HISTORY OF MAN AND CALL IT A RELIGION TO AVOID TAXES.

but the story was never written, nor spoken. in its entirety due to security problems that have unfortunately always plagued the organization. It is only now that I feel it safe to release the information, although the time is rapidly approaching when I will have no choice in the matter, the hour draws that near.

SINCE I AM ABOUT TO DIE DRUGGED, UNKEMPT, TOOTHLESS AND INSANE, I DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT BEING FOUND OUT OR GOING TO JAIL.

I an not going to delve too deeply into specifics

AS MY WHOLE MODUS OPERANDI OF BRAINWASHING HAS ALWAYS BEEN VAGUE SCI-FI BULLSHIT RAMBLINGS

as people have a tendency to bog themselves down in significance

AND TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE INTELLIGENT TRUTH BEHIND THE WORDS
WE MUST AVOID THIS AT ALL COSTS, LEST PEOPLE REALIZE IT IS ALL AMAZINGLY STUPID BULLSHIT

which would only serve to delay the immediacy of the task at hand.

SEPARATING FOOLS FROM THEIR MONEY

Therefore I will be brief.

AS I USUALLY AM A SELF IMPORTANT RAMBLING WINDBAG OF BULLSHIT

Some eighty-odd million years ago Earth time (it actually dates at 78,395,042

I AM A FUCKING GENIUS AND FIGURED THIS OUT BEFORE THEY EVEN INVENTED THE COMPUTER (WHICH I HAD TO BAN FROM ALL SCIENTOLOGIST USE AS ON THE INTERNET MY BRAINWASHED FOLLOWERS MIGHT LEARN THE TRUTH ABOUT THE CON)

but dates are & bit superfluous with this material)

DON'T EVER ACTUALLY HOLD ME TO ANYTHING I SAY

plans were drawn by a group outside the MEST universe for the eventual takeover of a good portion of this universe. Not a particularly large nor Imaginative crew,

LIKE THE SEA ORG

their exterior perspective. however. gives them considerable advantage over tho time-bound beings of the MEST universe. Borrowing from earlier operations such as Helotrobus.

WHAT THE FUCK IS HELATROBUS?
IS THAT WHERE YOU USED TO BUY YOUR DRUGS?

they conceived an ongoing implant. some portions of which have been
fairly faithfully rendered in parts of the Bible.

GOOD MARKETING! DIS THE COMPETITION, LIKE THE BIBLE

This implant, laid in by carefully controlled genetic mutation

GENETIC MUTATION? SOUNDS LIKE THE LUMP THAT WAS ALWAYS GROWING OUT OF YOUR FOREHEAD AND KEPT COMING BACK EVEN WHEN SURGICALLY REMOVED SEVERAL TIMES.

at Incident Two of OT Ill and periodically reinforced by controlled historic events since then, makes it effectively impossible for beings on the more heavily affected planets such as Earth to become free. It causes progressive genetic 'evolution' that gives the subject population greater and greater susceptibility to the telepathic impingement and direction of the controllers. In its final stage the progression becomes almost geometric, and it is this final stage that we are rapidly approaching.

IS THIS THE MOST RETARDED BULLSHIT YOU HAVE EVER HEARD?
IT SOUNDS LIKE IT CAME FROM THE WORST SCIENCE FICTION MOVIE EVER MADE - BATTLEFILED EARTH

Another aspect of this GE-line implant is that the body becomes in effect a sort of thats trap that kicks in heavily on the being should he attempt to expand his horizons beyond that of pure physical universe reality.

REALLY? PLEASE EXPLAIN THE TRAP
IS IT HICCUPS? SNEEZING? FARTING? VOMITING?
WHY DID I FEEL LIKE VOMITING EVERY TIME I SAW THE BUST OF L RON HUBBARD IN THE ORGS?
WAS THAT THE GE IMPLANT?

There can be temporary key-outs which we have all experienced in varying degrees.

YOU MEAN THAT GREAT FEELING AFTER I GOT THE FUCK OUT OF SCIENTOLOGY?

but until this area is handled it can honestly be said that there is no hope for continued expansion. The good news is that once this is run out. expansion becomes rather effortless and almost automatic.

LIKE YOUR FAT BELLY THAT BY THE TIME OF YOUR DEATH HUNG OVER YOUR BELT LIKE JABBA THE HUT

No doubt you are familiar with the Revelations section of the Bible where
various events are predicted. Also mentioned Is a brief period of time in
which an arch-enemy of Christ. reforred to as the anti-Christ, will reign
and his opinions will have sway.

MEANING L RON HUBBARD AND HIS MINIONS

All this makes for very fantastic, entertaining reading

UNLIKE ALL OF L RON HUBBARDS WRITNGS

but there is truth in it.

UNLIKE ALL OF L RON HUBBARDS TECH

This anti-Christ (L RON HUBBARD)

represents the forces of Lucifer (literally, the 'light bearers' or 'light bringer'), Lucifer being a mythical representation of the forces of enlightenment, the Galactic Confederacy. My mission could be said to fulfill the Biblical promise

OF SODOM AND GOMORRAH

represented by this brief anti-Christ period. During this period there is a
fleeting opportunity for the whole scenario to be. effectively derailed. which would make it impossible for the mass Marcabian landing (Second Coming) to take place. The Second Coming is designed,

FOR ME TO RECOVER THE MILLIONS THAT I SECRETED AWAY IN FOREIGN BANK ACCOUNTS. WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK I SAILED AROUND THE WORLD IN A DIRTY SHIP FOR?

among other things, to trigger a rapid series of destructive events.

LIKE SCIENTOLOGY ETHICS HANDLINGS AND THE RPF


With the exception of the original Buddhism,

I LIKE BUDDHA BECAUSE HE WAS A ROUND CHERUB LIKE ME

virtually all religions of any consequence on this planet, mono- and pantheistic alike.

SEE! I KNOW SOME BIG WORDS YOU CAN FIND IN A REAL DICTIONARY

have been instruments to speed the progress of this 'evolution of consciousness' and bring about the eventual enslavement of mankind.

THIS IS WHY I CREATED THE SEA ORG AND BILLION YEAR CONTRACTS
THIS IS ALSO WHY I HAD THE 15 YEAR OLD GIRL COMMODORE MESSENGERS BATHE MY DISGUSTING SMELLY BODY EVERY FOUR HOURS

As you know, Siddhartha Gautama never claimed to be anything more than a man.

UNLIKE L RON HUBBARD WHO CLAIMS TO BE THE MESSIAH, THE SECOND COMING AND A DICKLESS WONDER

Having caught on to this operation, he postulated

WHAT? I THOUGHT ONLY SCIENTOLOGISTS COULD POSTULATE AND ONLY L RON HUBBARD COULD GO CLEAR WHILE HE MASTURBATES
(ON AN E METER OF COURSE - 'YOUR SEMEN'S FLOATING'

his own return as Metteyya, part of which prophecy will have been
fulfilled upon the passing of L. Ron Hubbard.

THERE ARE NO SIGNS OF L RON HUBBARDS MEGALOMANIA IN THIS STATEMENT

For those of you whose Christian toes I may have stepped on.

AND I KNOW IT HURT BECAUSE I AM A FAT PIG

let me take the opportunity to disabuse you of some lovely myths. For instance, the historic Jesus was not nearly the sainted figure has been made out to be. In addition to being a lover of young boys and men. he was given to uncontrollable bursts of temper and hatred that belied the general message of love, understanding and other typical Marcab PR. You have only to look at the history his teachings
inspired to see where it all inevitably leads. It Is historic fact and yet man still clings to the ideal. so deep and insidious is the biologic implanting.

WHAT A MISERABLE FUCK L RON HUBBARD IS
I THOUGHT SCIENTOLOGY EMBRACED ALL RELIGIONS
DID TOM CRUISAZY SHOW THIS TO NICOLE KIDMAN WHEN HE WANTED TO RAISE THE KIDS SCIENTOLOGIST AND SHE WANTED TO RAISE THEM CATHOLIC? DID TOM CRUISAZY SHOW THIS TO KATIE HOLMES?

It Is a good joke that the Calactic Confederacy is associated with the Serpent in the Garden, the beast and other emissaries of the 'Prince of Darkness'. Yet in certain passages and esoteric interpretations of the Bible (much of which has been taken out and effectively suppressed for centuries) as well as the Cabbalah, the truth reveals itself quite nicely for the clever and the ungullible.

THE CLEVER AND UNGULLIBLE?
IS THIS COVERT HOSTILITY FROM EL RON?
IF I AM HERE DOING OT VIII, THEN I AM GULLIBLE?


So it really is a race against time and one that we happen to be losing at the moment,

THANKS BE TO GOD!!

as the implant drama inexorably plays itself out in spite of the
breakneck pace I've managed to keep up these last thirty-five years.

WRITING MORE AND MORE TOTAL BULLSHIT AND EVEN BELIEVING MY OWN BULLSHIT

I had an inkling, but only that, of the insidiousness of this material as far back as 1945.

RIGHT AFTER THEY THREW ME OUT OF THE NAVY FOR BEING A PSYCH CASE AND I APPLIED FOR DISABILITY BENEFITS SAYING I WAS HAVING PSYCHOTIC EPISODES AND RIGHT BEFORE I JOINED THE BLACK MAGIC SEX CULT WITH CROWLEY

Later. in charcteristic over-optimism,

AND CHARACTERISTIC DELUSIONS OF GRANDEUR

I thought that R6 would be the end of it. But that was followed by NOTs and the Purification Rundown

BECAUSE THE MORE BULLSHIT I TOLD THE BRAINWASHED THEY HAD TO DO, THE MORE MONEY WE MADE

and still the string continued to unwind with the ball at the end of it just
out of sight. It makes ons wonder about such things as fate and destiny, such was the resolve with which I managed to cling to that string. not often knowing how close I was to falling into the abyss myself.

OH! HOW MANY INNOCENT LIVES WOULD HAVE BEEN SAVED IF YOU WOULD HAVE JUST FALLEN INTO THAT ABYSS
(AND HYDROGEN BOMBS DUMPED ON YOU, OF COURSE)

but destiny is merely the rationalization of feeble minds.

THAT CAN BE BRAINWASHED AND MADE TO PAY A FORTUNE TO READ MY BULLSHIT


Things don't just happen, they are caused. And causative beings can undo the plans of madmen and would-be enslavers, no
matter how long those plans may have been in the making.

THAT IS HOW I WAS FORCED TO RE-WRITE MY WILL THE DAY BEFORE MY DEATH, DELUSIONAL FROM DRUGS AND INSANITY, I TURNED OVER EVERYTHING TO THE CST WHICH IS RUN BY MEADE EMORY THE FORMER IRS COMMISSIONER.
HOW IS THAT FOR WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND?

I will soon leave this world

THANK YOU GOD
THANK YOU ALLAH
THANK YOU JEHOVAH
THANK YOU BUDDHA
THANK YOU SOUTHPARK

only to return and complete my mission with another Identity.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
YOU BASTARD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Although I long to stretch my arms

AND FAT FUCKING ASS

back in repose on some distant star in some distant galaxy. It appears that is one dream that will have to wait. But my return depends on people like you doing these materials thoroughly and completely so that there will be a genetically uncontaminated body for me to pick up and resume where I left off.

UNLIKE THE DRUG, CIGARETTE AND DISEASED ONE THAT I INHABITED LAST LIFETIME

A body free of religious mania, right/wrong dichotomy and synthetic karma.

I.E A RETARDED ONE FULL OF SCIENTOLOGY SCI-FI-TECHNO-BABBLE
AND MASSIVE QUANTITIES OF NIACIN

The job ahead is far too tough to even contemplate doing with your standard -- courtesy of certain other-dimensional players and their Marcab pieces, many of whom are right here In the general populace -- genetically altered body.

A PREVIEW OF MY NEXT GOD AWFUL SCIENTOLOGY MOVIE STARRING SURI CRUISE

Without the biogenetic meddling of those who stand outside time (who cannot yet directly influence our world and must work through others) the dwindling spiral is not nearly as automatic and self-perpetuating as it appears. There are regions even in isolated parts of the Milky Way where poets are free to poet and magicians can paint reality with their magic wands

YES, IT IS CALLED EARTH WHEN IT IS FREE OF THE SUPPRESSION OF SCIENTOLGY BRAINWASHING

and exteriorize without body kickback. But these areas unfortunately are fewer and fewer. I will return not as a religious leader but a political one. That happens to be the requisite beingness for the task at hand.

AFTER ALL, IF IT IS ONE THING I DO KNOW,
IF YOU WANT TO STEAL MILLIONS INVENT A RELIGION
IF YOU WANT TO STEAL BILLIONS, RUN A CORPORATION
IF YOU WANT TO STEAL TRILLIONS BE A POLITICAl LEADER

I will not be known to most of you, my activities misunderstood by many,

AS BY THE TIME I COME BACK, YOU WILL ALL KNOW WHAT A DESPICABLE CON MAN I WAS AND WOULD PROBABLY WANT TO BEAT ME TO DEATH

yet along with your constant effort in the theta band I will effectively postpone and then halt a series of events designed to make happy slaves of us all.

AND INSTEAD YOU WILL ALL BECOME SAD DREARY UNHAPPY MISERABLE SLAVES IN MY SEA ORG, EATING RICE AND ROACHES IN THE SEA ORG MESS HALL, NEVER GETTING ANY MEDICAL OR DENTAL TREATMENT, FOR LIFETIME AFTER LIFETIME, WHILE I COUNT MY GOLD.

So there you have it. The secret that I have kept close to my chest all these years.

I WAS A LIAR, A CHARLATAN, A BIGAMIST, A THIEF, A CON MAN, A BULLSHIT ARTIST, A DRUG ABUSER, AND ONE OF THE MOST DESPICABLE BEINGS TO EVER LIVE - AND I FOOLED YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!

IF YOU ARE HERE DOING OT VIII, THEN YOU FELL FOR THE ENTIRE CON
THE WHOLE SHEBANG
YOU FORKED OVER ALL YOUR MONEY
TOOK EVERY LEVEL AND BELIEVED MY INCREDULOUS, POOR SCI FI BULLSHIT, EVERY STEP OF THE WAY

SO DON'T EVEN BOTHER WITH THE OT VIII RUNDOWN
I MADE IT ALL UP WHILE TOTALLY STONED ON TEQUILA AND BENNIES.
BUT, IF YOU ARE CURIOUS, HERE IT IS IN A NUTSHELL:

F U C K Y O U!!


L. RON HUBBARD
FOUNDER

LRH:lrh
Copyright (c) 1980
by L. Ron Hubbard
ALL WRITINGS RETARDED


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