Scientology - Through the Door

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Tuesday, 9th January, 2007 00:08:21am

Name or Alias: PastLifer
Training and/or processing level: Comm Course/Theta Clear
Org or location: various
Time involved in the Church of Scientology: 10 years
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1. How did you first become acquainted with the Church of Scientology?
I was looking for a business to get into and I spoke with a man from California and he seemed to have a good control of his business. I told him that I was getting pictures of myself in past lives and I was very intrigued about past lives. He told me to go the the Church of Scientology and I did and I heard a lecture and liked it and I met people who I knew I had been with in past lives.

2. What initially appealed to you about scientology?
I had been spontaneously viewing past lives so scientology validated me. I had also gone exterior and they validated that. I stated my spiritual goals and they said they could help me with that. I had been audited by Ron in the previous lifetime and I was looking for him. I was also very interested in recovering more of my memories of him from my last lifetime.

3. Were there problems in your life that you thought scientology would address?
I had been experiencing spiritual phenomenon and I needed to understand myself as a spiritual being. I needed an instruction manual for the spiritual being.

4. Did you see, experience, or hear about things that didn't seem right while you were in the Church of Scientology? What were they, and what convinced you to set aside your feelings?
I was not so much bothered by out-tech and bad behavior by lower level scientologists because I knew they were not Clear. When I started to observe or permeate or perceive that something was wrong at the upper levels that really frightened me. When I found out the Church did not want me to read certain websites that violated my vow to myself to never let a group dictate to me what I could and could not read, because I had done that when I was in the Christian Church.

5. Why did you choose to stay in the Church of Scientology?
Being a past life Clear I attributed all of my thetaness to whatever processes Ron had run on me and so of course I was committed to Ron and the Tech. I also believed that RTC was ethical and I figured that the tech would take a while, perhaps 300 years, before it became corrupted. I also had spiritual goals that I did not know where else I could go to reach them.

6. Were you staff or public? If staff, was it at a mission or an org? Were you ever in the Sea Org or OSA? Which unit? If not on staff, did you ever volunteer to 'help out'?
I was both staff and public and I also did volunteer work.

7. Why did you leave the Church of Scientology? Was there a "final straw"?
The 'final straw' was seeing the 4-part video by the very theta OT7 couple and reading Virginia McLaughry's story. A couple of weeks before that I decided with strong intention that I am going to find out the truth and I assigned myself a 3rd Dynamic Doubt Condition and got to work. I had to take a lot of vitamins and minerals, especially B1, because my viewpoints were doing an 180 degree turn.

8. Do you think the Church of Scientology needs to change some of its practices? If so, what should be changed? How did those practices affect your life?
It goes beyond that. My viewpoint is that upper management has been infiltrated. I kept asking who is the WHO and so far the only answer I am lead to is Ron is the WHO. DM is a small who, but he is too visible. Even Ron may not be the real WHO, because he is also too visible. I think it all goes back to the Cabal and the guys who intend to set up a one-world government with themselves as the masters of the universe.

I think the people with good life forces need to stop succumbing to their fears of turning into rocks if they leave the Church and join a splinter group. Anyone who bows to a control operation will not gain their freedom. CofS is a sophisticated control operation.


9. If the items you listed in the previous question were changed, would you consider rejoining or staying in the Church of Scientology? If so, why?
Because I have devoted my life to spiritual self-mastery I am vulnerable to these types of religious groups. I had the same problem in Christianity before I exited. I think CofS should collapse in on itself and through word of mouth derogatory comments such as mine, lose its favor with the public. Per ethics gradients, I first observed and now I am speaking out derogatorily.

10. Any additional comments you would like to make?
Pride, status, status quo, conformity, group agreement can all be traps. From now on I will only have teacher-student relationships and only with a teacher who will not get upset if I turn out to have learned my lessons too well.

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