Wednesday, 22nd March, 2006 09:39:47pm
Name or Alias:
Training and/or processing level:
Org or location:
Time involved in the Church of Scientology:
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- 1. How did you first become acquainted with the Church of
- Dianetics 'Book One'
- 2. What initially appealed to you about scientology?
- trying to correct what ailed me and wanting to help others
- 3. Were there problems in your life that you thought
scientology would address?
- Early childhood abuse.Drug addiction.personality disorders
- 4. Did you see, experience, or hear about things that didn't
seem right while you were in the Church of Scientology? What were
they, and what convinced you to set aside your feelings?
- Disconnections,Altered 'tech',poor living conditions for staff,blatant lying about 'stats',embezzlment of 'donations',RPF gowings on,declarations of SP and PTS on people for no other reason than competition,fair gaming...theres plenty
- 5. Why did you choose to stay in the Church of
- I was so well 'trained' and 'audited' that I was wrong in what I thought I was happening that I MUST have been wrong as Hubbards 'tech' was 'flubless' and I needed to go back over my levels to 'handle' what it was that was making me doubt
- 6. Were you staff or public? If staff, was it at a mission or
an org? Were you ever in the Sea Org or OSA? Which unit? If not on
staff, did you ever volunteer to 'help out'?
- Org Staff
- 7. Why did you leave the Church of Scientology? Was there a
- I left by chance,a friend of mine outside the church I was visiting was on the Internet and told me I should see what he was reading.It was about Hubbards war record and how he was an accomplished hypnotised.Hypnotism is a huge NO NO in the 'tech'.I then borrowed money to get a computer and get on the Internet and look closer at a subject that never existed within the Org.A passing remark was made by me to a member about seeing the Internet and I was then hauled off ready for RPF when I had come to the logical conclusion that I may either end up dead..or reprogammed in such a way that I may never WANT to know about actual 'Total Freedom'.I had to physically fight my way out and was hospitalised through injuries sustained from escaping.Only for the fact that I was Certified on my levels (they actually do believe a 'postulation of death directed at en enemy works').I then knew that something was seriously wrong with what I had dedicated my life too.I then spent months reading books that Hubbard based HIS Dianetics on and reading REAL testimonials from ex-members.
- 8. Do you think the Church of Scientology needs to change some
of its practices? If so, what should be changed? How did those
practices affect your life?
- It needs to shut down..it's that simple.The whole belief system of Dianetics and Scientology are based on previous works through the years and NONE of it is original.
- 9. If the items you listed in the previous question were
changed, would you consider rejoining or staying in the Church of
Scientology? If so, why?
- Why go back to a system of beliefs that are written by a science-fiction writer who was himself mentally ill and EVERYTHING he ever said from Book One is proven either to be lies or written before him and plagiarisd BY him?
- 10. Any additional comments you would like to make?
- Only that our lives slip way rapidly and being caught up in ANY cult is only going to dimminish your ability to be an individual and live life to the fullest.Committing years to a system written by a man who well may have been a Satanist.If you are IN CoS and are reading this,look around for REAL 'tech' and not some carbon-copy form some ex-scio's believe is the answer.
This has been said before by me and some others...when you attest to OTIII you control..MATTER,ENERGY,SPACE,TIME..and if that is the case..why are there still Wars,hunger,poverty,social divide,religious divide..the list is huge.There is NO control over the M.E.S.T universe..not even at OTX and above.Investigate,look through the numerous sites that are committed to real 'Total Freedom'.If what we are educated with within CoS is Total Freedom.Why are there lies and untruths?Why can't anyone read the Internet?Its because CoS is about TOTALITARINISM..NOTHING ELSE!